~This poem was
previously published in Ruminate (2010).
Late Season Day Trip
Because it could only happen in summer, because
an early start was vital, because we'd run
outside in the grass by the driveway, our sneakers wet,
the air still cool, so early the light went sideways,
because it changed things, because we would be saved
by water from our humid suburban sins,
because we'd begin by driving into the sun,
in oriente, compass point of the pilgrim,
past New Life Church and Transformation Salon
and PMZ Plasma Services, where debt
is washed away in blood, because of hope,
because each year we forgot the hard returning
until it came, the late-night driving back
on the black, unbending highways, the cranky children,
forgot the trash on the seats, forgot the way
we steeled ourselves for the dark and the year's forgetting,
all this is why I can bear to stand on a corner
a thousand miles from the shore, in a second-hand suit,
and wait alone for a bus that will take me to work,
watching others leave at the end of summer,
the early sunlight barreling like a truck
down east-west streets, and the gulls of parking lots
wheeling in carnival arcs, screaming the sea.
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